And after the most physically, mentally, and emotionally strenuous day..all I can do is lay in bed. In the dark. Alone. While my mind wanders through the sane questions over and over again. How did I get here? Why does it hurt so bad? What was the point? Will I ever be okay again? The questions keep circling even though I already know the answers.
I don’t want to be here anymore. Or there. Or anywhere.